Week 20 – A Moment Of Unawareness…

The Future Is Bright

The Future Is Bright

Yes, I’m way behind with last week’s post…

It has been a challenging week. No need to make an inventory here. Of course it has been challenging ! How, otherwise, would we encounter the so much needed opportunities to advance, the stepping stones to move to higher spheres ?

I was doing good. Five months into the Master Key Experience. Going strong. Climbing that mental mountain at a steady pace. Feeling whole, loving, enthusiastic, focused… And then, all of a sudden, something happened. A moment of unawareness… I couldn’t get a good grip, and lost my balance.

And off I went, down that slippery cliff… waaay down… Spiralling down into the darkness of the night. It took me by surprise. I lost all control for a moment. And I was out for a while… Unconscious. I guess my old blueprint wasn’t so happy with my progress, and took advantage of that brief moment of instability to throw me down on the cold floor. And then it decided to sit on me with it’s full weight… I could hardly breath…  It must have been lurking around the corner, waiting for the right time. And there it was, that moment of unawareness…

Today I sensed the power within again… I can feel it clearly now, pulsating in my body and mind. Yesterday I decided things needed to change. Just like that, in the midst of the bustling town. I was fed up with being lost, deep down there in the dark forest. I stood up straight, even put my arms in the air for a moment, took a deep breath, and continued walking with a decisive step. I even whistled a happy improvised tune to accompany my stroll, and the sun came out…

There are times that the strings of the inner instrument need to be tuned. During the tuning process the whole instrument is out of tune, and it’s impossible to make any harmonious music at all. The strings need to be loosened, sometimes completely, and slowly tightened again. Not too much though, just right, or they won’t vibrate properly, and you won’t get that beautiful sound you deserve.

To avoid these moments of unawareness, I realise how important the daily Sits are. They’re like little tuning sessions. Do listen carefully within, and fine-tune mindfully without …

And now, let’s dance.


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4 thoughts on “Week 20 – A Moment Of Unawareness…

  1. Janet Andrews

    What an absolute delight to have you explain your experience! I, too, am behind and would like to express myself so eloquently…but am not not yet so perfectly tuned, my friend.

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    1. Erwin Post author

      Thanks Janet, you’re too kind… I’m a musician, so “tuning” speaks to me 🙂 But I guess it’s a work-in-progress for all of us… Keep going 🙂

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